Undefined Love

It’s not easy you know

To forget… to forget it that easily

Coz it takes whole lot of something

Something which is undefined.

I think to get back to you,

Every single second of my life,

And dream of having that something again we had

Something which was undefined

But you don’t wanna listen to my plea

Though you say we can be just friends

Of course you can do that easily…maybe

But I can’t just give away my feelings…those feelings so undefined.

I was a culprit in some ways

Though I was never dishonest to you,

You asked me yourself to wait a little or

Either indulge with some other girl… into something undefined

You showed you’d be fine with it, if the latter ever happened

But it turns out- no you are not

What kind of accusation is this?

Some kind which will forever remain undefined

I recall out past memories often, yes I do that many time

And a smile grows in my face but fades in due time

Coz I know your heart has gone cold

Somewhat kinda a stone undefined

How can you be so brute that even my apologies went in vain?

This denial my dear something brings unbearable pain

Why are you doing this to me?

Doing that something which is undefined.

I won’t ever ask you for more coz I don’t have that right to do

But if some corner of your heart still beats for me

Just give it back… give it back coz it’s a part of my lost ark

That lonely part whose beats are undefined

At last I would say- I am not like what you think of me

And I can be whatever you want me to be

But please don’t break our concord… no, not like this

Not in such way, so unseemly undefined

I want this to reach to you… reach you in some way

I want you to know who I really am… the real in me that stays

Stays there until and unless it breaks me as whole

And change me into an undefined soul