It’s
not easy you know
To
forget… to forget it that easily
Coz
it takes whole lot of something
Something
which is undefined.
I
think to get back to you,
Every
single second of my life,
And
dream of having that something again we had
Something
which was undefined
But
you don’t wanna listen to my plea
Though
you say we can be just friends
Of
course you can do that easily…maybe
But
I can’t just give away my feelings…those feelings so undefined.
I
was a culprit in some ways
Though
I was never dishonest to you,
You
asked me yourself to wait a little or
Either
indulge with some other girl… into something undefined
You
showed you’d be fine with it, if the latter ever happened
But
it turns out- no you are not
What
kind of accusation is this?
Some
kind which will forever remain undefined
I
recall out past memories often, yes I do that many time
And
a smile grows in my face but fades in due time
Coz
I know your heart has gone cold
Somewhat
kinda a stone undefined
How
can you be so brute that even my apologies went in vain?
This
denial my dear something brings unbearable pain
Why
are you doing this to me?
Doing
that something which is undefined.
I
won’t ever ask you for more coz I don’t have that right to do
But
if some corner of your heart still beats for me
Just
give it back… give it back coz it’s a part of my lost ark
That
lonely part whose beats are undefined
At
last I would say- I am not like what you think of me
And
I can be whatever you want me to be
But
please don’t break our concord… no, not like this
Not
in such way, so unseemly undefined
I want this to reach to you… reach you in some way
I want you to know who I really am… the real in me that stays
Stays there until and unless it breaks me as whole
And change me into an undefined soul
